August 2012
88 posts
Here ya go Dr. Roseman. I wish you could read...
Did you know I literally want to die? That everyday its something new bringing me down. I’ve never felt so depressed in all my life. So annoyed with everything in my life. Feeling so defeated and misunderstood. I’m lost in this world and barely even want a part of it anymore. I dream of leaving this fucking town and getting away from everything, everyone.
I hate my life more and more everyday and...
And when the wind blows through my hair in...
I hate how much you over exaggerate your stories....
My heart is broken.
and yet I still think of you everyday. It makes me dizzy and nauseous thinking of you now. Still wanting you so bad. Its even worse now that I know. This cold is killing me inside and out. I feel so weak. So distant. So gone. I just wanna give up on everything. Run away. I’ve never felt so fucking depressed and lonely in all my life and it just keeps getting worse.
I guess I’m not allowed to have bad days. I’m not allowed to be annoyed or angry. As if I couldn’t feel more depressed and defeated. Nothing seems to be going right and then I just get it all thrown back in my face. How cool. I’m sick of everyone and everything. And even my best friends can’t just simply try to calm me down. Instead they just gotta call me names and 1 up me. Feels fucking great.
The truth is, I wish I could just make you want...
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By The Way (A Poem)
You think you’re such a man, but you’re not that at all. You stand up so straight, but I see you so small. With words left unspoken, I now finally see. Lost wishes and dreams, chances that we’ll never be.
My souls in the city, my heart in your hands. What about the things you said, what about our plans. Wondering how things will be, having you around. Knowing nothing will ever...
“Now and then I think of when we were together. Like when you said you felt so...”
– Gotye - Somebody that I used to know (via mrjoshua79)
I wish you cared...
and I wish you’d chase me. Cause I’d let you and I’d love it. I’d fall for you all over again just to watch myself get hurt all over again. For some reason, you’re like a drug and no matter how badly you’re hurting me in the long run, I want more now. But I won’t let you know how I feel anymore. I’ll bottle it all up inside and act like you...
