June 2012
96 posts
nzrnrs:
All Time Low - Return the favor
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I need to snap out of this funk...
this low feeling that’s been eating away at me. I constantly feel so up and down.
On the outside, I’m the normal me, bubbly and outgoing. Talkative.
But on the inside I feel completely broken. I have this feeling at the bottom of my stomach. Thoughts in the back of my head. Constantly replaying over and over in my head like a skipping song or a movie on repeat.
The lonely feeling...
Why is it...?
that every guy who walks into my life, either gets sick of me and leaves, or I push them away….?
Am I able to keep one steady male friend…even for a little longer? Maybe like…forever?
That’s all I ask. They’ve always been the ones who just get it. Understand me. The ones I can talk to about literally everything…and as soon as I completely open up and just get...
Truth is, I think about you all day...
wondering whats going through your head and why it is that I miss you so much.
Why is it that I feel this way? This feeling of emptiness that seems to only disappear completely when we’re together.
How you just understand me unlike anyone else and its unexplainable.
The long laughs and deep conversations are what keep me going these days.
Moments alone when my mind is racing are finally...
power-to-the-music:
I don’t care if everyone thinks he’s an asshole.
I don’t care if some people think his music is just stupid pop songs.
I love this boy to bits.
Christofer Drew.
Thank You.
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Its time like these, when Christofer Drew is in...
that I’m so glad I’m in the US. Book more shows here! Lol.
Sorry you guys overseas. :’(
Its the hardest at night...
while I sit here alone, thoughts racing.
Re-playing every good memory like the soundtrack to last summer.
Its hard. Letting go. Having to forget. Having to remember what its like alone.
Adjusting to life and trying to get used to the silence.
The hardest part is knowing I had someone who loved me til the end of the world, and I gave it up.
Someone who took care of me when I was sick. Someone...
Mondays I sleep away, Tuesdays I lay awake,...
