March 2012
48 posts
Fuck this place.
Fuck this job. Fuck busting my ass everyday. Fuck working so hard and still having no money. Fuck living in Ohio. Fuck living like this. What happened to my happiness?
What happended to being young? I find myself feeling older and older everyday. I have little to no energy. My job is boring.
I need something better.
I hate being here with these people and you. Outside of this office...
asianbearx:
from day one i talked about getting out
but not forgetting about
how my worst fears are letting out
he said why put a new address on the same old loneliness
when breathing just passes the time
until we all just get old and die
now talking’s just a waste of breath
and living’s just a waste of death
and why put a new address on the same old loneliness
and this is you and...
Playing a game of cat and mouse and I'm stuck...
and newsflash to you, its getting very old chasing you.
Shouldn’t it be the other way around? Why is it that sitting down and having a serious conversation with me is so fucking hard? Why is it that I can look at you and know millions of things are running through your head and yet you just can’t seem to spit them out to me? How come I never hold back with you and you can’t even...
Always...
stuck wanting more.
Having to be extra careful.
I swim in the pool inside my head, completely alone.
Most days, it feels like I’m constantly running on repeat.
I need more.
Or maybe, I just want more.
While everyone is moving up, I don’t want to be the one stuck in the dumps.
I wish it was easy to look like the pictures.
To just snap my fingers and boom, there be change.
I...
I wish I had more motivation...
to work harder. To make more money. To drop this weight. I wish I could snap out of this lazy state. Have more energy. Have more time in the day to focus on me!
I want so desperately to look and feel good for summer. THATS IT!
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I wanna know, have you ever seen the rain?
How I just try to forget, but something won’t let me.
I’m constantly being dragged back in.
Stuck drowning in middle of the ocean, completely alone.
Why put a new address, on the same old lonliness?
I’m always stuck here.
Wishing we had met at another time somewhere deep into the future.
Wishing I could turn around and re-do it all.
Wishing you knew.
Wishing you cared.
...
Here at work....
completely out of the loop. Lost in yet another daydream. Sleeping with my eyes open. Just waiting for the time to tick away. Wonder if you’ll be the one to text me first today. If you’ll show me you want me. I’m so broke and I’m starving. What else is new. How do I make more money? I need something on the side. I want to save more and do more things. I want this aching...
I’m haunted by promises of memories that never happened.
“So long live the car crash hearts. Cry on the couch til the poets come to life....”
– Fall Out Boy - Thriller
petewentz-sexualfrustration:
Can't we just stay happy?
Or does it constantly have to be a fucking battle? An argument about another something. A disagreement.
Can’t we just have conversation instead of sitting here in angry silence. The tension in the room. Wanting to rip my hair out. Annoyed with you. Confused as to why you call THIS being “happy”.
Will we ever just find a happy median?!?
Its not like I can just forget...
how things once were. How I was so close and so wrapped up in it. How it was almost real. How I still remember.
There are so many things I just drift off into. Somewhere far away.
Keeping faith in something different. How it would be. How you would be. I can only wonder.
To take a plane ride somewhere across the oceans. Watching the sun rise up from the west. Sunnier days with the occasionally...
I wish for just one night ...
… I could have some peace and quiet. Some time to relax. To chill out in MY house, in my underwear and not have to deal with the noise, the presence of people, the constant thought of little to no privacy.
I wonder why it is that I just can’t seem to wanna break away from the same old shit. To start a new. A QUIET new to escape the sounds of the night that I just can’t seem to...
