January 2012
14 posts
I guess I’m just the bitch. Idk how to talk to you. :(
My dogs slowly dying. My car is slowly giving out. My boyfriend can’t express his feelings to me. My best friend’s been distant. My coworkers are always negative. My glasses are broken. My friends aren’t existant. This weather sucks. People lie to me, because I’m such a bitch I don’t deserve the truth. My skin is a disaster thanks to my new found psoriasis. I’m...
Its just not enough...
Not good enough. It never is. At least, it feels like it.
Why can’t we find a happy median?
Constantly picking a battle. Constantly a different winner.
Why can’t you just talk to me?
Bottling everything up. Silence. Waiting for a answer.
Unhappiness. Distance. Loss of connection.
Longing for that feeling, that I still wonder about.
Will it ever come?
I feel so far from you.
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I don’t care what anyone has to say, I’m still the same fangirl I was years ago, when I first saw you in concert.
I’ve watched you grow up. I’ve watched you change. And I’ve never stopped listening.
Throughout it all, I still love you just as much as I did back then. I still get excited to see you. I still fall in love with your music.
I just love you and lately,...
We are young
So many things keeping my mind occupied lately.
Feeling quite lonely.
Missing old friends and hoping others get better.
I wish I could just find you and explain. Fix things.
Left wondering if you’d listen or just turn away.
If you’d turn your back on me, or understand where I’m coming from.
Missing you.
Sometimes I still think about how you were always the only one who understood me.
The...
