how I still miss you. after everything.
Why can’t you just disappear. Be erased from my thoughts. My heart. My memory. How every song reminds me of your smile, your laugh. The summer days I spent with you.
The good times. That were taken over by the bad. But somehow, still remain in my head.
I hate you for leaving such a dent in my path.
What sucks is that summer is approaching fast and the only thoughts that have been escaping in my brain are the memories that I spent with you. Everything is rushing back to me and thinking about everything makes me cringe. I don’t know weither to smile or feel anger. You hurt me so much, so how in the hell can my heart still have a place for you?
I secretly wish you’d come back around sometimes. Just show up again and win my heart again. Like you did so many times before, then how you just step all over it. Harder and harder everytime. But its still beating.
Maybe its just that I’m still stuck of the attention you gave me.
Why can’t someone worth while come around and actually stick around? Not these boys who are supposed to be in committed relationships. These boys who just wanna party and have fun.
I’m such a confused girl. But no one even seems good enough anymore.
You broke me.