October 2010
23 posts
Wishlist
License The Buried Life: Season 1 New laptop Camera NSN to work out as planned A new stereo for my car A new belt for my car Tapers New perfume New clothes Peace sign ring Tattoo(s) Nose piercing Enough money to move out
Oct 29th
I hate this late night feeling...
that tends to come way too much. I hate that I miss you. Your smile, your laugh, your touch. I hate knowing your don’t care. I can tell by the way you don’t even try. I wish I could just get out of this town. Away from everything, just go, get out, and fly. I hate that I don’t care, but when I have time to think, I do. I wonder what you’d say, if you found out, if you...
Oct 29th
Oct 26th
251 notes
Reblog if you're a Symphony Soldier.
forever and ever. <3
Oct 25th
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I stay up late and think of you...
remembering. All those good times. The laughs. Smiles. The happiness. That feeling. Its gone now, forever. Isn’t it? I wish you’d have the balls to just say so. Rather than leaving the book on an open page. Is it a sign? What are you trying to tell me? I can’t hold on anymore like this. It hurts. It aches & my weak heart just doesn’t have the energy anymore. I love him. I always...
Oct 23rd
Forever Alone
I’ve always been alone, I live my life that way. No one to love, no one to love me back, what more can I say. I’m sick of feeling lonely, that seems to be my whole life. Can’t someone come along to help me end this great strife? I watch everyone around me, as happy as can be. They all have someone to love, why can’t that be me? Forever alone, with too much on my mind....
Oct 20th
You know what, you're right. Pete Wentz is such a...
j3npr0:ragingpaige:
Oct 18th
22,202 notes
Its crazy...
how over the past 7 months, I’ve changed so much. Grown up. Experienced shit I never thought I would. Its crazy how one guy can effect you so much. Change your mood. Your outlook on things. Drive you off the wall. I don’t like to admit it, but my days feel empty without you. Texting me. Coming to visit. Just…giving me the slightest bit of attention. What did I do to make things...
Oct 16th
20831.) I hate that after everything you've done...
Oct 16th
I need a guy...
who loves to eat. who loves ranch dressing & puts it on everything. who doesn’t have to be rich, but at least have money and not fucking complain about spending it on a good day. who eats taco bell on a weekly basis. who drives and bumps good fucking music. who listens to my music. who works and likes his job. who wants to hang out with me often, but not everyday. who knows how to make...
Oct 11th
you've been saaaaa herved.
01. Who were your last 3 texts from? jimmy. leslie. jimmy. (: 02. Where was your default picture taken? me bathroom. 03. Your relationship status? slut. 04. Have you ever lost a close friend? mhm :/ sucks. 05. What is your current mood? tired but happy. :D 06. How many siblings do you have? one sister. one step bro. 07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names? mandy & marty 08. Where do...
Oct 9th
Listenow ow ow yippee ow ow eh <3
Oct 9th
today is a new day (:
Frank’s vet visit went amazingly. He behaved himself like a gentledog lol and got along with everyone real well. First they weighed him - 58.5 lbs. Then we went into the room and met Dr. Tripp. He was funny. He lifted Frank up on this table and checked him out. He knew right away what was wrong and knew what antibiotics to give him. He also gave us some good shampoo that will make Frank feel...
Oct 7th
“Hours pass and she still counts the minutes that I am not there, I swear I...”
– Jack’s Mannequin - Bruised
Oct 7th
days taken.
Oct. 7 - Vet Oct. 8 - Work (5-9:30). Payday. Oct. 9 - Driving practice. Brandyn? Work (5-9:30). Taylor’s. Party! Oct. 11 - Kayla’s Birthday (: Lots planned! Oct. 13 - Work (5-close) Oct. 15 - Work (5-9:30). Taylor’s. Oct. 16 - Halloweekends! Oct. 22 - Payday Oct. 25 - AA Seminar for work (5:30-9:30) Oct. 31 - Halloween :D Nov. 2 - Payday Nov. 19 - Payday Nov. 20 - Birthday....
Oct 7th
numbers
1. you need to get over yourself. seriously, if you can’t trust your boyfriend for one day when you’ve been dating him for over two years, you are beyond pathetic & shouldn’t even be in a relationship. its fucking stupid that you assume so much shit that isn’t even true. didn’t know being friends was such a crime, but honestly, go fucking die you stupid bitch....
Oct 7th
Listensometimes I wonder why I even still waste my...
Oct 5th
I wanna scream as loud as I can...
and forget everything. get in my car and go. why is it so hard? why is everyone so difficult? why do I feel so fucking shitty right now? I hate you so much sometimes. and I miss you so fucking much. tomorrow is not going to be easy for me. seeing your face, hearing your voice. breathing you in. but if I don’t, I’ll be left feeling heartless. a druggie without her fix. sometimes, I...
Oct 4th
so bothered by you today...
seriously. you confusing little fucker. I feel so done. I’m done trying, I honestly don’t even care anymore. you do not know what you want and I really wish I could punch you in the face sometimes. yes, maybe I don’t know what I want either. but at least I don’t throw it in your face and pay so much more attention to every one else besides you. asshole. I watch the way...
Oct 4th
Oct 4th
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so obsessed...
I come over, quarter past two Love in my eyes, blinded by you Just to get a taste of heaven I’m on my knees I can’t help it I’m addicted But I can’t stand the pain inflicted In the morning You’re not holding on to me Tell me what’s the point of doing this every night What you’re giving me Is nothing but a heart It’s a lullaby Gonna kill my dreams, oh This is the last time Baby make up your mind ...
Oct 2nd
Biggest weight lifted off my chest ever...
I never thought I’d feel so light. That I’d be seeing shit so clear. So glad I grew a pair and decided to confront you. It feels good being this happy & strong. <33 (:
Oct 2nd
Listenlextravels: The Cab - Temporary Bliss
Oct 1st
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